all is one and nothing is separate

had a passing thought of you as i lay me down to sleep this night.....random thoughts streaming through my head - innocence and sweet sacrifice were most dominat as they screamed through my head, bouncing and reverbrating inside my mind. don't ask me why right now, perhaps later i can tell you as i unpuzzle the heaviness that weighs my heart down this night.

had a totally laxing day with my two nephews - revelling and basking in their youthful innocence. giving them the love and adoration that their only living aunt/godmother could ever give.

but if i were really honest....all the things i did today was because on this day, my heart cried a deep longing for home. sydney. the place my soul is forever tied to.

...................and i thought of you because although your not in sydney, your as close to my 'home' as i will ever be right now. living and breathing in the place i call home.....and here i am.......living and breathing in good old auckland, as close to your home as you will ever be.

another random thought flickers through my mind, words borrowed from another similar soul - all is one, and nothing is separate.

read your post and it brought back treasured memories of the times i went to queensland - with my family and with my mates. smiled a big smile as i heard your shoutout to me - felt a warm fuzzy enter my being to be included in the lyrics of your words, something your obviously passionate about. thanks =p

..............realised that as i looked at you do your thing on youtube with passion....call me crazy, but i could see that in your eyes, i could already see deep pools of sadness of being away from the place where your heart and soul call 'home' reflected by your eyes.

yeah i know, the last part is weird and random. but i follow my inner soul and it's never let me down. i think you miss 'home' the same way that i do.

this time around though, i feel a little better knowing that there's a kiwi full of soul - living and breathin at the place i call home. treating her with as much love and respect as i do in his home.

until next post .....